Kamu bilang: "Ga mungkin banget"
Dia bilang: "Tidak ada hal yang mustahil" (Lukas 18:27)

Kamu bilang: "Aku capek banget sama semua ini"
Dia bilang: "Aku akan memberikan kelegaan padamu" (Matius 11:28)

Kamu bilang: "Ga ada seorangpun sayang padaku"
Dia bilang: "Aku mengasihimu" (Yohanes 3:16, Yohanes 13:34, Yesaya 43:4a)

Kamu bilang: "Aku ngga bisa nerusin ini lagi"
Dia bilang: "Kasih karuniaKu cukup" (2 Korintus 12:9, Mazmur 91:15)

Kamu bilang: "Aku ngga ngerti semua ini"
Dia bilang: "Aku akan menuntun langkah-langkahmu" (Amsal 3:5-6)

Kamu bilang: "Aku ngga bisa melakukannya"
Dia bilang: "Kamu bisa melakukan semuanya" (Filipi 4:13)

Kamu bilang: "Itu takkan berharga"
Dia bilang: "Itu akan berharga" (Roma 8:28)

Kamu bilang: "Aku tidak bisa memaafkan kamu"
Dia bilang: "Aku memaafkanmu" (1 Yohanes 1:9, Roma 8:1)

Kamu bilang: "Aku tak bisa mengatasi semua ini lagi"
Dia bilang: "Aku akan menyediakan kebutuhanmu" (Filipi 4:19)

Kamu bilang: "Aku sangat takut"
Dia bilang: "Aku tidak memberikan padamu roh ketakutan" (2 Timotius 1:7)

Kamu bilang: "Aku khawatir dan stress"
Dia bilang: "Serahkanlah segala kekuatiranmu kepadaku" (1 Petrus 5:7)

Kamu bilang: "Aku ngga punya iman sekuat itu"
Dia bilang: "Aku memberi setiap orang iman menurut ukurannya" (Roma 12:3)

Kamu bilang: "Aku tak pandai"
Dia bilang: "Aku memberikan padamu hikmat" (1 Korintus 1:30)

Kamu bilang: "Aku sendirian, tak ada yang menemaniku"
Dia bilang: "Aku tidak akan pernah meninggalkanmu" (Ibrani 13:5)

Carilah Dia, karena Dia tak pernah jauh darimu :)

God's answers..

Saturday, August 14, 2010

She is here.
In the dark cold night.

Waiting for someone, that would make her warm.
Waiting for the same boy.
Like many times ago.

She is here.
Screaming inside.
Bleeding inside.

"So cold," she said.
"I got nowhere to run."

She is the forgotten soul.
But still waiting.
Till the boy remember her.

The Forgotten Soul

Well, Mr. Wiki says:


"Insomnia is a symptom that can accompany several sleep, medical and psychiatric disorders, characterized by persistent difficulty falling asleep and/or difficulty staying asleep. Insomnia is typically followed by functional impairment while awake."


Just yesterday, I felt that symptom. It made me so crazy. I cried all night long, wondering why can't I fall asleep. I prayed and prayed, but no response from Him, so I cried again.

I drank Paramex (a medicine for dizziness), hope that paracetamol in that thing could make me sleep. But the result is 0.

I tried to relax, and breath normally. But it didn't work. I still cannot sleep. Then I lied my body in the perfect and comfortable pose, hugging my pillow beside my lovely bear doll.

I closed my eyes, hope that I could sleep. I even didn't think anything. I held my breathe. The body started to sleep. I could felt it! My legs, arms, head, they were sleeping!! But not with my mind. I am STILL alive.

I was so confused. What had happened? I remained conscious. I can hear my neighbor's dog sound.I can hear my own breathe. It made me crazy.

I looked my phone watch. 5 am already. I sighed, so hurt me. I wondered what happened. I didn't think of him today. Why can't I sleep? I took Neozep (a medicine for flu), but still cannot feel sleepy.

It just like your body and spirit didn't in one soul. Like they were being separated, you know. How hurt it was. I thought I would die. Really.

I looked again, 6.30 am, and I haven't sleep yet!!!! Damn. I want to drink Panadol (a medicine for fever), but I was afraid enough, thought that I might died caused of medicine overdosed, probably.

~

I think I slept (finally) after 7 am in the morning. Shit.

Insomnia

Friday, August 13, 2010


When you arise with sleepy head,
my smiling face you see
I always says "Well look who's up!!"
you laughed and say "Its me!"
How I love your morning hug,
you nestle in my touch
You wait to hear me whisper low
"I love you this much"

I love you best
I love you most
I love you high
I love you low
I love you deep
I love you wide
I love you this much

Throughout the day we hide and seek
I love to see you smile,
I always say "I found you dear"
but I have you all the while
you run to me with open arms, I love to feel your touch
We shout out loud for all to hear
"I love you this much!!"

I love you best
I love you most
I love you high
I love you low
I love you deep
I love you wide
I love you this much

I trust You know that God is so
by what I say and do
I tell you He is save and sure
and what He says its true
He holds you in His loving arms
You feel His gentle touch
You hear the heavenly father says "I love you this much"

When day is done at setting sun
We bow our head and pray
I trust you to God's loving care
You safely drift away
I kiss you on your sleepy head with one last gentle touch
the word still ringing in our ears "I love you this much"

I love you best
I love you most
I love you high
I love you low
I love you deep
I love you wide
I love you this much


(based on ephesians 3:17-18)

I Love You This Much

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

In The Arms of An Angel

Sunday, August 08, 2010



Artwork and story by me :D
Can't be an animator but still can try to be a video maker ;p
LOL

enjoy ;)

I will always wait and happy for your advice and comments.

I am Heartless

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

If you cried this morning,
be thankful because you know how the pain is and not willing to hurt the other.

If you were disappointed by someone,
be thankful because you know how the pain is and not willing to disenchant the other.

If you're being lied by someone,
be thankful because you know how the pain is and willing to tell others the truth of you.

~

Whatever happened to your day, your life, and your heart, just be thankful for it because when you look from the other sides, you will recognize that Lord does care and He has a wonderful plan for you.

~

When I don't understand the plan of God,
I choose to believe.

When I were being depressed by disillusionment,
I choose to pray more serious.

When the plan of my life was being destructed,
I choose to resignedly all to God.

When seems no hope anymore for me to survive,
I choose to keep move on.

~

Life is about to choose.
Whatever your decision is, don't forget to put God first.
Do what you can do, and God will do what you can't do.

Life is About to be Thankful

Sunday, August 01, 2010

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